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לפני שנתיים. 6 באפר׳ 2019, 23:22

i guess i must have been on edge and not noticed,

because the second you pick up,

i fill with rage.

 

this withdrawal from weed (and tobacco) is making me crazy.

 

I don't even know why i'm angry,

but the longer we talk,

the worse it all gets.

 

i try to be reasonable but all i can manage is overly emotional honesty.

i don't think it's helping much.

 

we hang up.

i hate myself.

 

i'm missing my usual mental crutches (weed) so i drink instead.

 

i wish you would just come over.

you have the key.

don't say a word, just come over, come inside.

maybe even hurt me a little.

maybe more than a little.

and then fuck my brains out so i can stop thinking.


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