Session 1 - Basic Discipline
It started by me being a little "too smart" and a little provocative.
i guess i was kind of testing my limits.
i've been very good in the last few days and Ron was quite satisfied with me.
i submit to him and always obey him. Being his slave feels both fulfilling and erotic.
It is just that maybe i wanted to experience being firmly disciplined
and corrected. My Master, Ron, promised to put me in my place and i was curious,
almost excited, what he may have in mind for me.
Soon i've found out: He told me to approach him and when i did he
grabbed me by my arms and turned me sharply around. He then cuffed my
hands behind my back and pushed me down to my knees. He cuffed my
ankles and chained them to my hands.
Next he attached a collar around my neck and pulled up my T-shirt
exposing my breasts. He made me follow him around the house on my
knees by pulling me by the collar's ring. Finally he attached my
collar to a ring in the wall, with my face almost touching it,
blindfolded me, and left me like this all by myself.
All that time he seemed very serious and showed no tenderness.
i don't mind feeling helpless - as a matter of fact i get a kick out
of it, but this time i also felt very humiliated and exposed.
i was like his pet chained to the wall, unable to do anything about it.
I really tried to be brave and not show weakness.
i kept my head high and decided to take my punishment with dignity.
But after a while like this i couldn't stand it any more.
i called Ron and said i was sorry. i begged for forgiveness and promised to be respectful.
Ron didn't answer me for what seemed to be a long time.
my sensation of helplessness and humiliation was overwhelming.
i began to weep, begging for Ron to come and talk to me.
i didn't hear him, but suddenly i felt his hand touching my lips.
It was such a relief! i kissed his fingers feeling i just want to be taken back and be completely his.
i was getting wet down there as well.
He then carried me to bed and made tender love to me still tied up
that way. The relief i felt (both ways) was very intense and it was
so rewarding to be so loved and accepted as his own slave again.
This was an very intense experience and i needed some time to digest
and internalize it. Now, with all the dust settled i'm happy i had
the experience. i also would like to further explore feeling humiliation.
It has this different, erotic touch i never knew before.
Ron promised to comply. i can't wait for it....
לפני 18 שנים. 22 באוגוסט 2006 בשעה 20:41