So I know this isn’t the point of this website, it’s mainly a place for people with a sexual preference to meet in a safe place where their identity is protected until they wish to reveal it.
but it’s my own little corner where I can be just me with no judgment and anonymity.
we met five years ago, you where so happy and positive, energetic and you adored me.
I was in the USA and mainly felt real lonely...
i wanted your happiness to rub off on me, you are nice and kind and very different then me.
we got married and a month later I was pregnant.
with time our differences led to never ending arguments and horrible communication.
and if that wasn’t enough- the sex is hands down the worst I ever had. You are not a sexual person, you are dull and come before I count to sixty.
i was stupid to thing it would get better with time, when you get used to me...
But five years in and two kids later(I felt my son needs a friend) I’m giving up. There is just too much to work on...
but your a great father and the kids love you.
My dilemma for too long...
raising two kids alon is no picnic. But does that mean I need to give up on sex?