עולם הפנטזיה שלי הפרטי

I watch your family from far, I look in their eyes knowing there is a pain in them I had a hand in putting there forever, I see there straggle in moving on, I know a thing or two about the proses of loosing...
I wish I could say something-but I have no right, I wish I could tell them how truly terribly sorry I am.
I dream of the death I brought them every night since, I would give my own life to take back that night that changed their life's forever.
Nothing will ever lessen the guilt I feel and it can't change a thing, no fine or time served will bring him back. I will forever carry this in my heart, I made a terrible mistake that cost a man and his family his life and I will carry that guilt with me as long as I live.
God has no place forgiving me for his death,
I can never ask his family for forgiveness,
And I will never forgive myself.

I am so sorry...