אַנְדַּרְלָמוּסְיָה

"..That's what I was told I see a devil tryna' creep on up
Ain't gon' get inside my soul
So let the demons go and hang me up
'Cause motherfucker, I ain't dead 'til I say so
'Cause I been fightin' all my fuckin' life
So I'mma sin 'til the motherfuckin' end
Oh no, oh,

Oh no, no, don't you understand that I've been goin' round this road?
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Don't you understand that I've lost time and I can't lose more?
No-oh-oh-oh
All I got is money on my mind
So just miss me with these motherfuckin' fifty million problems
Every single day I wake up and I try to solve them
Dreamin' of a future with some motherfuckin' options,

My idle hands lead to evil thoughts
That's what I was told
I see a devil tryna' creep on up
Ain't gon' get inside my soul
So let the demons go and hang me up
'Cause motherfucker, I ain't dead 'til I say so
'Cause I been fightin' all my fuckin' life
So I'mma sin 'til the motherfuckin' end
Oh no, oh

Oh no, no, don't you understand that I been goin' round this road?
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Don't you understand that I've lost time and I can't lose more?
No-oh-oh-oh
All I got is money on my mind
So just miss me with these motherfuckin' fifty million problems
Every single day I wake up and I try to solve them
Dreamin' of a future with some motherfuckin' options,

Option, options, damn I got them options
Fifty million, hunnid' million, living like a boss shit
Catch me in the crowd smokin' loud up in the mosh pit
Screamin' obnoxious, 'til I'm fuckin' nauseous
I'll be goin' crazy 'til I'm motherfuckin' dead
I got angels on my shoulders with the devil in my head
I don't know where I'm goin' but I know where I been
You can find me in the future where my money never ends,

Oh no, no, don't you understand that I been goin' round this road?
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Don't you understand that I've lost time and I can't lose more?
No-oh-oh-oh
All I got is money on my mind
So just miss me with these motherfuckin' fifty million problems
Every single day I wake up and I try to solve them
Dreamin' of a future with some motherfuckin' options.."

שאבד לה החשק המיני.

בואי קחי את שלי בבקשה,מוכנה לחלוק איתך.

זה סיוטטט, קללה ודבר מעצבן.

צרי קשר.

ובוקר טוב לכם כמובן (:

"...We all turn a blind eye
You know I've got your back
But would you ever do that for me?
For me?
For me? Yeah, for me
Oh, Billy boy he's gifted
You know you can't deny it
Don't leave us empty handed
'Cause you know we don't deserve that
From you
From you
From you, from you
I want to break my baby
You know she loves to fake it
I want to break my baby
Yeah, hold her down, bring her down now
Oh now
They'll take you in
And spit you out
You're only worth how much you sell
Yes, now
You've come too far
We both agree
Just give the people what they need
Well, well, will you turn away?
Will you take my place?
Does it start to show
Now the pressure's on?
Will they call my name
When it all goes up in flames?
Or will you be by my side?
I want to break my baby
You know she loves to fake it
I want to break my baby, oh yeah
Oh, hold it down
Well, break it down now
Whoa, break down
Whoo-ooh, oh, all night long
Whoa, all night long
All night long
Baby, baby (Break my baby)
Baby, baby (Break my baby)
You know she loves to fake it
Hey, my baby.."

☆

אני מורחקת ל7 ימים מהצ'ט אבל מזל שיש את הבלוג.

🤗

מלכתי הנכבדת שנצחה בתחרות השירים לנל

היא מקבלת תמונת ציצים ללא טשטוש.

*פוף*

"..בחיים האחרים שלי

המלחמה עדיין לא פורצת

והמדים שאז צמחו סביבי

נושרים מעל גופי כמו השלכת

בחיים האחרים שלי

אני עוזב לפני שאת נכנסת

זה בטח לא אני שמשתתק

בטח לא גם את שמחייכת

אבל כאן

בין התפילות לבין ההוא ששם

אני לוחש לו קח אותי

שבור אותי

רסק אותי לאט

אבל כאן

בין המציאות לבין ההיא ששם

אני לוחש לה אל תלכי

נשקי אותי

רסקי אותי לאט

בחיים האחרים שלי

אני עוצר כוסית אחת לפני

שהמחשבות שנשרפות סביבי

עוטפות ענן סמיך את כל החדר

בחיים האחרים שלי

אני לא מסובב את המפתח

הזיכרונות שדהרו בכביש

לא נכנסים אל תוך הקיר בכוח .."

בעקבות מחיקת הורידים 

תנחשו לפי השיר מה מצב הרוח שלי(;

GOOD MORNING 🖤

סוף סוף הצלחתי לישון לילה שלם,

ללא חרדות,ללא סיוטים וללא הפרעות.

השלמתי את כל שעות השינה שלי בשניה.

אני מקווה שהשבת והשבוע האלו היו יותר טובים,

ואוכל סוף סוף לחזור לבית יחד עם הקטנה שלי שהיא האושר של חיי.

למקום הבטוח שלי,

לגדולה שלי שהיא גם האושר של חיי.

Good Morning 🌥

 
"..Oh these hands are tired
Oh this heart is tired
Oh this soul is tired
But I'll keep on
I'll keep on

Faith is something I am not accustomed to
And trusting other people's something I don't really love to do
I've never been a fan of it, I act tougher
Really my shoulders they ain't built for this and I don't have nothing
It's like I'm standing in the rain and you offer me a raincoat
But I would rather stand there and get wet than take the handout
What's wrong with me? You said, "you've always got your hands out
And I cannot continue on my own so take my hands now"
I give you everything, God, not just a little bit
Take it from me, I am nothing but a hypocrite
I hate sin, but I built a house and I still live in it
Afraid to open up the door to you and let you into it
My soul is lost and what it needs is your direction
I know, I've told you I do not need your protection
But I lied to you, this thing is tiring
And man was not created for it, God
Please retire me now
Oh these hands are tired
Oh this heart is tired
Oh this soul is tired
But I'll keep on
I'll keep on, 

Trust is something I am not accustomed to
And I know the Bible says I should always trust in You
But, I don't never read that book enough
And when I have a question I don't take the time to look it up
Or pick it up
It collects dust on my nightstand
I'm just being honest
Please take this outta my hands
I have no control - I am just a person
But thank the Lord that I serve a God that's perfect
I do not deserve the opportunity you've given me
I never knew what freedom was until I learned what prison means
I am not ashamed, I don't care if they remember me
My life will always have a hole, if You are not the centerpiece
Take me out of bondage, take all of my pride
If I don't have a Savior, I don't have nothing inside
Take all of my lust, take all of my lies
There's no better feeling than when I look in the sky, in your eyes
It's amazing
Oh these hands are tired
Oh this heart is tired
Oh this soul is tired
But I'll keep on
I'll keep on..."