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Weed.

Company.

Sex.

Spooning.

He fell asleep.

I'm not falling asleep.

Short half bored feed scroll.

Meditation music.

Switching to the sofa because he's snoring.

Not falling asleep.

Switching back to bed.

Eye cover.

Noise cancelling headphones.

Different meditation music.

Not falling asleep.

Clonex (double dose because FML).

A few more puffs.

Not falling asleep.

Not sure why masturbating felt like an urge I should be resisting at this point.

It's 7:10 AM.

Still not falling asleep.

I've been awake so many hours I'm starting to get hungry again.

If there were someone here to beat me unconscious I might actually have considered it.