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פורסם לפני 45 דקות ב - 22 בספטמבר, 2013 בשעה 16:30
In fact, something happened suddenly and I saw this friend of mine
smoking wheed...I ran back at him gave him a kiss and took the cigarette out of his hand....
and now
"He was the only one to as...."
was the sentence coming back to mind
with the violence of a vibrant mantra
"I am doing the same"
then I thought...a real life tragedy...I am marrying with the devil...
a sexless, a thousand way less intelligent
even one could say dumb at times....
he adores me I don't
because a love of my life could not happen and I would leave one with the magic, the sex, the wild and furious sex and passion that I wanted
so was I saying to myself for a week now
by listening to the English Patient for hours on...
there...was I thinking ...i want that ! and not this ...
this is instead of that...in fact...
I am doing a huge compromise for the sake of something uncompromisible
but I have to make
for I cannot stay alone anymore
for I cannot stay unprotected, unloved, uncared anymore
for I cannot
so here I make a mariage de raison...
but
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he was the only one to askפורסם לפני 40 דקות ב - 22 בספטמבר, 2013 בשעה 16:35
a long time ago...my grand mother was borne, grew quickly into this lovely little girl
her only crime was, beside be jewish, that she was a ginger frekkled little girl
so Us the grand children we loved her like that
but her own mother, being a polish motherfucker!
hated her and all her guts, and her little ginger bouclette
I would remain a tragedy until her very last as she never could recover the fact of being so unloved
there started a long legent and lignée in our family
mother hate their daughter and on and an on
up to today
so there she grew my grandmother into her youthful youth
and He came along this strange youngster, this english fellow
and asked for her hand...
and she said yes
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years later decades laterפורסם לפני 37 דקות ב - 22 בספטמבר, 2013 בשעה 16:38
this guy of course turned to be dum guy
but my grandmother being the tough lady
was certainly not submissive and barked back at him
whenever they were fighting that means ....a lot
One day, my grand father asked his wife : why then did you agree to marry me ?
oh dum we was to ask that question to my dear dear
there came the answer as the knife of a butcher
" you were the only to ask"!
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years later, decades laterפורסם לפני 32 דקות ב - 22 בספטמבר, 2013 בשעה 16:43
her grand daughter, me...
is making the same mistake
but not because she did not fight to it
just because I cannot I simply cannot
I renounced in fact marrying prince charming
this is the renouncement of a child really
of this little girl out there
that is still sooooooo alive up to today and kicking her little palms on the window of the world
and believing so hard....on the becoming of prince charming
the dream of the little princess
waiting for her messiah
the religionthat was taught specifically to girls for generation and in universal language is this
Man , a man should be your true god....your only religion....
was I doing that really ?
today
פורסם לפני 28 דקות ב - 22 בספטמבר, 2013 בשעה 16:47
what I am doing
in a post freudian area
as I can digg in that layer too
I can do it
another scent of reflexion
onather territory of the brain
I am killing the little girl dream
I am becoming truly, a true adult
I have learned
finally learned to that to accept that
after years I obstinately refused to do so
I accepted reality as it is
is is what we should call it ?
or the other
compromise or sacrifice
brake or brake
in fact i donnot know anymore
it looked so acute a few minutes away....