SUPRASENSUAL CONFESSIONS...

Lost to the other side of the world
I'm killing time second by second
I expect nothing to chance
She comes in my dreams evey night

She dances alone
Ephemeral and light
I forget all my past, my misery
She dances alone, lonely

I work all day long
Yes i work to not think
I left life for so long
When nights come, i get drunk and wait

She dances alone
In black and red
She forget all her past, her misery
She dances alone, and i feel lonely

I don't know all of her life
It should be better like that
She smiles often but says little
Enough to make me happy

She dances alone
Gorgeous and free
She makes my dream reality
Lonelyness is gone
Enough to make us happy...

I think of you often
I continue anyway
To love my dark Goddess
That desire leads
I miss you often
But i'll still
Let the wind fly
Blowing on sentence

Dear Goddess, I am writing these few words
To say time is not beautiful
And it's hurts when i am far from you.
I am writting these few flowers
With my heart inside
I do all my apologies

I dream of you often
I remember evrything
I wake up in time
and i see you everywhere
I expect you often
Invent an appointment
Even if sometimes you don't have a minute for you...

I watch you talk to people
You seem so light, even transparent
I'm looking passing day, night saying
I'm not looking for love, i'm expecting for
I see you having fun, and i pretend
I cannot prevent you from being a child
Making big gestures, you look so happy
You see, sometimes i hate what i feel...

There are too many people who love you
and you do not see myself
I will not be safe from this love with you
There are too many people who love you
That revolve around you
All words of love i sent, you do not understand...

I feel so far away from you, sometimes
I do not want you to believe that i am waiting for you
I'm strengh to hope but i lie to myself
Then i watch you walk away quietly

There are too many people who love you
That revolve around you
And of course me, i love you at my depends
And you not even see
That is because of you, i lead
each day, this strange fight...

And i doubt ever, forsake me, hate me.
I need to test myself, i am prepare to risk what little i have left
I would broke my thoughts
To torture my soul i would use
fro my hatred as a weapon.

I want to try everything,
I lack space i want to change everything
Shake my life for better breathing
Make out my rage,
I lose myself, i hurt myself.

I want to try everything
I miss clean air i want to change everything
Shake my hurt to make him talk
Unleashing my sounds
I lose myself, i hurt myself.

I broke that i was to bleed my tears,
I maid my pains a new weapon...

I'll end up where impasses
In the background mirrors beyond the ice
Where? I don't know, but do you follow me?
I'm going where the slopes are steeper
I'm going where we do not know the warm
I would follow you in your nights ink
When the lighthouse is off
If you had to take my hand
I would follow you in the nights ash
Where evrything is nothing to burn
Both of your eyes seek mine
I'll get my islands and my treasures
Do you follow me?

I go where the fire burns, where the cold ice
I'm going where the false pretenses fade
I'm going to end where the waves washed up
On which side? On which beach?
Both of my eyes in your eyes
All my weapons at your feet
Following you in your strange dreams
Which leads to the sunshine and
Where nothing is grey...
I will follow you...

You can come to ask you about me
I do not want to assert yourself
Stay as long as you want
If the trip with me
Can you just keep
As free as me

Have no fear of upsetting me
What could happen
I will let my skin
With your tatoo
To hold on my piercing
If you are like i think
As free as me

Do not resist the urge
Come above all above me
Involved as i am with you
Without care and stay mad
I do the vows to keep you
As free as me...

Once your hand brush against my head
My face on your knees
Give me your warmth,
against your skin, on your heart
You so fragile and so beautiful
Take me under your wing
I want you to protect me
from bad spells, sorcery

All our demons our delusions
For better or even worse,
The worst...i do not fear
I get mad i become stronger
,I'm already deaf i still would
again, you still love us

Like a wounded animal,
licking the tip of my nose,
in my nightmares, in my dreams,
awake me with your lips,
Without knowing a smile
You touch me, i need you
Once your heart that pulsates
on waves of holy water...

The lights still a day that ends
Pain complains of dog barking
The uneasy silence that precedes the dreams
When the world is missing one face to myself
Chills where love and fall tangle

The black which engulfs our faith our laws
This concern deaf flowing in our veins
Who takes us even after the graetest joys
The forgotten faces returning to the load
This worships that dream can live a hundred times

Those reasons that make our arguments are futile
These things within us that we are up late
These enclosed words that one does not tell
The stares that we did not understand
The obvious call, these late lights

These bites to regret engaging in the night
These dignified solitude amid the silence
These tears that flow so peaceful unexplained
These ambitions past but which we think back
As an old chest full of broken toys
These links are secreted and join beings
These escapees desires who will make me worship

Those reasons that make our arguments are futile...

Dialogue with a vanillia girl friend....

I get up, it's time, black coffe, turn on the stereo,
a corridor, a door, a bed, that night impossible to sleep.
A black blind, a door, a bed, that's trouble,
nothing to do for love, but she always says...

"Where are you when you are in my arms?
What do you do, do you think of me?
Where are you from? One day you will go.
"Where are you when i kiss you...?

I make bad dreams, nightmares, bad trip, black smoke,
a voracious vamp kills at the end of the corridor
I go out, cockroach, bad trip, dark thoughts
Swallowed by the space at the bottom of a funnel...

ME: i want to run away
HER: Where are you?
HER: When you are in my arms
ME: i want to run away
HER: do you dream of me?
ME: i want to run away
HER: why are you so different?
ME: i want to run away
HER: you'll end up alone

I want to run away, i want black, i want love, pain, pleasure
In the madness of desire i want to cry, i want to laugh.
I want ashtray, i want trample, i want to worship, collar, leash, vinyl and leather body
I need my Goddess to rebirth...
and that...she will never understantd it...

In all the suns of the Orient
I thought seeing you
On my skin would run the wind

Is that really you out there smart
Amid thousand of grains
Crazy sands white sands

So i approach slowly
Without nights of my destiny
You saw me and smile at me

Even if you are a mirage in the distance
Let us the night Reveal you
Even if you're a Mirage in the distance
Lets the Perfume dissipate

At first light of morning
When the dawn is still hesitant
Between dreams and renewed

I'm looking right at the end of fondling
The desert has return to his tent
The memory is an intoxication

I left under the stars
More dreamly infinity
My shadow languished
Remembrance of our sails

Even if you are a mirage on the stage
Let us the Bdsm night reveal you
Because in my life you are not a mirage
Don't let the PERFUME dissipate...