Just me....

waiting for those better days.....

when just to see the sun make me smiled

when all was possble, and nothing was touching me.....

waiting for You....

I wish to be deep in you,
where language ends and thoughts spiral away.
You stir restless at times in those spaces.
if You listen, You will hear my voice calling You
in a breath You are pulsing in my light and moving with my thoughts
entwined in the low sultry voice that holds for You a deep passion,
the one to melt Your heart and burn Your soul....
it carries You past the anxious smitten heart
to overcome shyness
and stroke flesh, heated by desire
feeling it quiver with exhilaration
our beings mixed in the heights of paradise
hungrily enchanting one anothers souls.

too hard to see You suffering....

how I can feel Your distress...

so hard to feel such powerless to help You

I know that you have to pass this alone, it's Yours

I have only to wait, to be here for You

I want to be here for You, like You are always here for me
and because I need to be here for You

Your hapiness make me good as Your adversity is brocking me ....

missing you so much......

Most of the people are afraid by changes

I used to love them!

all change in your life is a kind of new beginning

a chance to discover new opportunities, new energies
a change to let behind you some of the past

On the last year, I'v made a lot od changes
and now, after I moved to my new home
I really feel like a new life is beginning

After 4 years, that i'v worked hard and intensivly to this aim
I am endly feeling that I success to rebuilt myself,to find back my balance and now, I know that only positive could be.

sometimes, I have some doubts

I don''t know why, but it's a fact

but usually, even if I am ot speaking a lot about this

when those doubts appear
You are also giving sign

so good to feel You behind me
So good to feel You for me
and so Strange to have You for me.....

on the last months, I am just living in another world,
another reality

Your reality... Your pleasur
for all my satisfactione
for all Your gratification

Thanks my dear Sir, to be just so ......

My body is liquid to Your words
A mass of swirling thikened life
changing form at Your touch
My soul glows with fire
as the heat rises from my depths
the wetness allowing the heat to simmer
My heart aches with pain
as my feelings strangle me
giving You complete control
Your lips softly caress my flesh
burning Your love into me
Your mind lost in my moans
Your hands touching me
pinching me squeezing me
milking my flesh of its resistance
Your body aches as it feeds.
Your soul slowly demanding
to devour the one who You own...

I never knew Your name, yet You were always so familiar..
I could have sketched You from a memory.. if only my hand cooperated
with my heart

I always knew the sound of Your voice,
long before I heard You laugh,

I knew it would be You who discovered the little girl who lived to
please..

Long before I knew Your face... I had painted You.. I had loved You from
afar...

It was always You.

יכול להיות שהאלרגיה לכולר שאני פתחתי באה להזכירך שאני לא מובנת מעליו?
נכון, אני כולי שלך, הבטחתי נאמנות צייתנות טוטלית ומוחלטת, אבל האם זה באמת אומר שאתה יכול להתנהג אלי איך שאתה רוצה?

אני יודעת מי אתה, ואני אוהבת אותך בשביל מי שאתה
כבשתה את ליבי ואת ראשי
קיבלתה בעלות על גופי ורצוני
את תשוקותך הפכו להיות שלי
על סטיותך אני חולמת בלילות
על ידיך ושפתייך אני רק חושבת כל היום

אבל להיות את הכלבה שלך גם אומר שלא מגיע לי להיות בכל זו אני?
בן אדם, אישה
אוהבת ומרגישה
ריגשית
ורגישה לכל מילה שלך ותגובתך

אתה מבקש ממני הבנה, רחמים וסבלנות
ואת הכל אני מוכנה לתת ואתן
אבל אני גם מצפה בחזרה אותה הבנה ורחמים.

עד עכשיו לא נלחמתי, אבל נלחמו בי
עד עכשיו לא הגבתי : אני לא נלחמת סטאם... לא ידעתי האם המלחמה שווה

אבל היום אני יודעת עד כמה שווה... ואני גם פותחת במלחמה.
על שלי אני יודעת לשמור ולהגן. לא מוותרת אף פעם
לא אתן לאף אחד לקלקל ולשבור את האושר שלי איתך....

I didn't know that it's possible. but He did it

it was the day before yesterday, but my body is still shaking, still wrap up in all those sensations

and my mind totally possess by the desire to be His again and again