poison

I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares

As they come to life

I feel my heart beat right out of my chest

and I think I might be losing the fight

I live inside my poisoned mind

It leaves me paralyzed 

My visions blurred

My words are slurred

I think I might die tonight

This shadow follows me

It always keeps me on the edge 

I know that I would never jump  So why cant I step back from the ledge

?Am I losing control

לילה ללא שינה.... יש את היום הזה ביותר גרוע??????