Saggio

שולט

http://kamavardi.bandcamp.com/track/dear

Dear/Kama Vardi

The view from my window goes down and down
Don’t talk to me, don’t make a sound
But sunny afternoons I’ll take
Without much hesitations

So green your eyes
And blue my mind
My shoes are walking
Blindly, blind
The lake seems gold
The lake seems fine
For me and you to stroll on

So shot my eyes, and tie me down
The sky seems bluer from the ground
But still they cry- the world is round
To round to stroll forever

And when you’ll come to stroke my
Aching heart, it’s funny,
How you’d go so far
For sunny days
Your sunny ways are in my way dear

Dear oh dear, oh my oh my
Don’t say a word, don’t ask me why you’re here, I’m told
I’m here to fight
My right to stroll forever

But oh, my birds are dead and gone
And all your words had left with dawn
I had to break these news to you
My dear, oh my

But you know how
I knew from the start
To stay away from your fire
To stay away from your darling fire
And all your magic tricks will vanish then

Like these white white nights
And these dark dark days
And your precious eyes
Dear I was amazed
But them starless skies
That you’re so afraid of
Have seem to grasp my life
Dear I’m so away from
Everything we use to think we’re going to be
Oh, remember what you said
Oh, remember you and me
But the town was to small dear
And our hopes so hot
When you grabbed me instead, crying- forget me not
Then I said- if I can then I will
Though it’s sad- if I can then I will

And handing you your shoes I said
you know me, loosing all we have is so easy
And you raised your eyebrows high,
You’ve tilted your head
And all I could have done was turn red, so I did, and you sighed
It’s not that bad, you lied
And then shutting your eyes
Whispered, stay by my side
And I said- if I can, then I will
Though it’s mad- if I can then I will

But before you talk about undying love
Take a look at my red gloves
And then say, I’ve send you from a life of despair to a life oh so weary and rare
And this autumn could keep blushing forever; I know I could never go home, where the sky would be starfull and pitch black
Where they say I would be back again
Where the wolfs sings me lullabies every night
But I’m way to sad to be frightened
Meet me where the eagle glides
From early dawn to tearless nights
I see you everywhere
Meet me where we use to fly
If not for you I’d ring these awful bells- I swear I’d dare
Meet me by the river side
Meet me where our old ghosts ride
I’m waiting for you there