Almost every female, if not all of them, can tell you
How their bodies was raped
How they expunged themselves
Because of the fear that prevented them from saving themselves
There are those chicks how will tearfully tell you
How they were emotionally raped and were bent into an uncontrollable storm of emotions
Where they lost any control of their heart
I am too,
one of those females
which where entrapped by feel-good words
Words that bought a fraction of belief and fragility
while losing me a little
But, unlike many girls
I took responsibility
Not for the hideous did of a male that does not know how to control his urges
I took responsibility on myself,
My growth,
My self-empowerment
I decided that if I’m already being raped; let me be raped by choice!
And that happened just as you came into my lian
You appeared in front of me and I gave myself to you.
To learn, not only of you but on myself too
There is no better abuse then infatuation and love
I’ve let you rape me mentally
You took me to my extreme limits
To confess in front of them
To fight to my last ounce of strength to keep the past in the past and live the present
With how much you think that you are the one who calls the shots and decides
In the end of the day
It is MY choice
Maybe to teach you a little about yourself too
...So
I give myself over to your rape
For a mental hollow convergence inside an equation of acceptance
I am willing to give a part of my totality of togetherness and to seed a little of our truth
Where we understand that fear exists only to prevent striving for the unachievable
But contributes to motivate us to create our experience
The unexplainable urge to rage with you in a candle lit bloodbath
To know that our containment will break worlds
Because no one knows what happens here
Not even
Me
You
