לפני שנה. יום חמישי, 13 בפברואר 2025 בשעה 7:40
I'm so fucking anxious it's ridiculous, I can't do this real life grownup things. I've spent the last two month proving I need help ro survive and also that I can not ask for help to save my life. Literally.
I can't decide if what I want is to go forward, is everything I want stems from self harm? Or from liberation? Or just pure instinct?
I'm not confused, just scared and angry.
Let's crash and burn.