לפני כחצי שנה. יום רביעי, 6 באוגוסט 2025 בשעה 11:44
Why do I want to talk to her?
Is it closure? Is that really a thing?
Do I want to know if she got scared?
Was it too intense for her as well?
Did she just get bored?
Does she know and care that I'd have a permanent mark from her?
Does she know I loathe that thought?
I suppose answers to those question are closure, but do I really want to ask them?
Isn't dealing with it on my own a better strategy?
Maybe not on my own, but without her input, she os the culprit after all.
We'll see.