My secret land

I wrote too soon, the last episode is the perfect fairytale relationship.

The kind I wanted in high school,

The kind that's too toxic for words, where your perfect match is yours because you make each other worse.

The kind of dynamic I read a million fics about, getting off on their vile actions.

The kind I almost had. The kind I broke off before I wrecked myself too badly.

I'm not saying I regret it.

But maybe if I had another opportunity, with a better partner, I won't hold myself back as well.