שבירה נפשית

"I'm not getting any younger."

Trying to understand really if it's just a waste of my time, or time worth the effort.

So little to be taken, yet so much involved.

Already having the natural issues of life following behind, here I try to understand..

If I'm just digging another shallow grave.

Waiting to humanize an idiotic voice on the other line, giving many words of empty nature.

Time is of the essence.

Even in a community based on honesty, I still find a ray of lies.

If words are empty then what is their use?

Easier would be to simply move along.

Is it the excitement, the boredom, the fantasy, the control, or just

None of the above?

Before you even start reading, I'm just venting.

What is it with this day? Woke up sick, but at least pleased I knew I had my slave coming in to clean the house and take care of errands.

Or not.

I won't go into it, but he couldn't make it and I'm just left pissed. Feelings are a thing.

I guess I need a new slave for that too so.. Where the hell do I find someone who is actually COMPLIANT?!

.You don't have to look good to SERVE

I don't care about how good looking you are, because to me you are nothing but a slave. I need you to listen, obey, clean my house, do my deeds, kiss my shoes and the very ground I walk upon. All you really need is to be compliant to each and every demand.

I'm here to break you down, not compliment you about your very being.