She had a difficult life, but she managed it no metter what, she was strong - dominant at many aspects of her life. She was tired, tired from givin orders or making new desissions about diffrent things in diffrent sfears..She wanted to give up on the outhorety, to let go of the control, she wanted to be free. But how? she wonderd so many times... she started to have pictures in her mind like some one draw a painting there, it was so clear what she need to do. One day after work, when she get back home she toom a shower and put on her new pj, went to her room with a nice cup of hot coco milk, opend her lap top and entered in google serch the most scary word ever : 'submission'. she saw few sites, ut one particular got her attention and she began with her reserch. The site was about disiplin, good old fasion disiplin, she catch her self thinking of been disiplind and it made her hot! she felt her belly turning insið out, some worm feeling at her palvis area, she never felt it befor- only at orgazm. she imagine her self as a very bad girl that vet late from school and must to get punished for that. She deside to start a diary where she discribes all the bad and notty things she was doing, crom get late for work to cooking and cleaning. She contenewd to enter that site and check new information, by that time she knew for sure what make her to feel that nasty feeling down her belly, she was a bad girl after work, even at work she started to behave diffrently.. thinking of subbmision and lusing control atracted her now more then ever. Her co-workers had notis that one of they team passing some changes, from long skirts to pants, nail polish and make up. ones wile she is at work her employer ask her to step to his office. ne wanted to know what is going on.... and all she could do it to stear her loom at the giant vase at the end of the room with some thing look like a canes, she was hipnotized, he cach her look and smile to him self... asking her gently if she like what she see... she wisper that she dos, but she dosnt know how to autorise her fsntazy to reallity, she said.. was difficult that it is turning her on only the thinking of it... make her crazy and hot...thinking of obbideance and giving up the control made her feel very good. now she must to find with who she can play and really let it go.. she wanted to feel better.. and she find the way... did u?
לפני 8 שנים. 23 בינואר 2016 בשעה 20:50