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My situation is a delicate one where i love my partner but is getting bored with his bdsm and sexual behaviour.

i am afraid to break the equilibrium there is between us but at the same time, crave for an intelligent and sophisticated bdsm adventure, with an intelligent dominant.



i thank you for your compliments for my blog and apologize for the time it took to answer you,.

i work a full time job and sometimes a full time and a half

not only that. i donnot like the kind of style a 24/7 bdsm relationship requises. i donnot like giving my soul to another. there is too much in there to be occupied by the need of satisfying the need of a super male style bdsm.

this comes probably from a too much lesbian in the past kind of woman. and so much more

like is complex and a relationship as well.

there are so many subtleties about how to live together and adapt to one another



my partner is open to other sexual adventures with others. he has this kind of self assurance that protects him from too much threats on love and relationship. it is part still a bit of immaturity and a genuine kind a reflection on himself.



I am quite the countrary.self doubt is the only certitude about myself./



what you describe as yur likings is indeed some of the activities i love to undergo. i have to like as well public bdsm where you are under the desiring eyes of the others. the public gives you extraordinary vibes. finally, exposure is the surest way towards helplessness






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