המתת השור

is this what I really want
love or rock and roll?
there is an underlying endless streak of romantic current underneath my outer skin.

bdsm seems to me sometimes more like a want of punishment than anythin less

the quality of love is not there for me
but just a simple bond
with a man for a woman
that would render calmy
one happy with the other

with nights that are calms and paisible
no fear' no anger no worry no competition no betrayal
but just a simple interest in oneanother
for oneanother