המתת השור

my boy friend is a crook is he ?
he found this girl deseperate for love and reassurance h
he settled there with a bit offeeling and little love
and he thought possible to sort the mess i was in.

he is a complex individual. lately, i have realise that every reasoning is reach, he first counters it and then adopts it thinking it is his own ultimately turning it against me
incapable of blaming himself' he is in a total love adoration of himself
call it overconfidence? i would not dare, i dont believe at overcidence but in capacity to ask onself anew certain question

people put my nerves at raw when they speak of responsability
this is the new american mith
but do we know what is really
that it is like love, everybofy talk of it but noone knows that it is learned stage by stage
all life through

we are not a little piece of meat in this universe we are a universe filled with what we put inside and that grows in its frontiers all life through
it is stops at the milky way only,....
this is not just a stupid sentence
there is the essence this immense powerful mean that was given to us , consciousness