המתת השור

Chaikovsky wrote to a dear friend a russian countess for more than 10
at the end they married but since he was an hidden homosexual, her dreams were quickly shattered.
it was a busy saturday.

I had hesitated for a long time...about two years that this man was running after me< Not
Much of a talker. but finally I had surrendered....surrendered really?
I had taken the decision to be offered to him that day



. That night, life looked only like a series of events, blessed with pleasure and decadence
I never had to choose between sex and art
I chose both

and then all goes back to oblivion