המתת השור

i am looking for love
and the more i grow, the more it seems the impossible task
i dont even want to think about the next blow to come
sex has been a remedy a temporary one....
but i realize that it is not more than a bandage on an opened wound
it has been since the beginning of my life...
love is something that inflates with life, personality, existence, stability and dignity
it is the essence of the living together with and after survival