המתת השור

Darling

i know this is extraordinary
but i am crying
because I miss you
I know that we are both so careful in our hearts
because we have seen a thing or two in our lifes and we know about dreams and reality and deception and disapointment; or just average wisdom
but life can be made of dreams realised
we thought about that lately havnt we ?

i remember your sentence yesterday : i want you ...do you want me ?
i wake up you are in my mind ...fuzzy rememberance of a tall man with white hair
i go in the street you are with me
i buy a pair of fresh lettuce i want you to see it through my mind
I read lemonde i want to think it for you
i touch myself i want your hands; your fingers, your soft passion, your cock in me...

i should shut up
i am crying