המתת השור

do i come here to find a man who would not treat me like shit
i am attracted like most of the girls here by this so bad emotional so shitty emotional treatment


hoping that through the back door of their heart
will appear on a fantom ship

but it s all an illusion

all what i long for a loving relationship
somebody to stay
after i climax
and when the soul comes back
crashing on that earth

i am not hear to hear a heart that does not want to be heard
but of other ills much larger than this one
but that is not of concern
so i am closing the door now
please
dont react to this mail
nobody
let me unwind the knot tonight in the dark
while i'ill sleep tonight
my mind will do that
and tomorrow i wil be already a bit ahead
but away
that is the will of a person standing
and going away
i will not find love here