המתת השור

or pure joy only when i was making love or being on hash
it is a miracle i did not end my life sooner
it ibuild on that as just that i felt in love ith life very early in the primal years
other wise i would hve put and to it very quicly \
one way or another
i built myself alone and totally in loneliness
but almost all has been put to an end at the moment
life is extremely hard for some of us
everyone hs his share of sufferrings
some of us can
to certain lows and build on them
it gives as sense of perspective
i' as i came from naught ' am ooking for absolute
the words are my builders
but almost has been done already
i have everything to construc from naught right now

hold for what you have
FG live with what is given to you until it is taken away from you
i am getting stoned tonight
i hope that i will find my strength back there
and the buldgoning of a infant love
maybe

i write without mask

the last one to remove was that of pure suffering
it is down tonight