המתת השור

i am listening to the Briges of Madison county and i feel that for me love will always be like these fleeting moments; moments of blessings in the middle of lanes of loneliness  and there you come with all this love to offer and it touches something of a desperation in me  i have had so much recovery to do after break ups  that it looks that my love life is in patchworks dawn is rising here in africa and i listen silently to the first bird peeping his singing  and there, your dawn will be with noises of war i am so safe here in africa although i am sick  and you are so not safe out there in the angers of sands and heats    please, dont die