המתת השור

 a 31 bout of stay in the state of 

israel 

i made a conscious decision to leave its people  

which in both cases left to deal with emotional blows coming from both 

and consequential circumstances that made me mourn and provoked mourn 

for  me and for others to bear 

time is a great clarifier and age is a great apeaser 

yesterday was within the scope of 48 hours, i had to learn and feel the brutal bite of it 

while discovering through the texts of another fellow sm woman 

who i was really and towards what goal i was reeling really