המתת השור

to a man to whom you have already offered everything ? 

can you take yourself back ? 

yes and no

since you have given 

something is spoilled in you 

something is left on the floor 

the piece that has not been taken 

then again , you can take back what you have given, put the pieces together and walk away with one limp here, one limp there, 

but the ego is still crushed in a way 

a little dust on the floor taken by the wind 

then again, you can walk away as if it had never existed 

but it did existed 

so you cannot ignore it 

in your selfish little ego of a little girl although you have crssed the age that you could be your own grand mother 

and then again, of course you can still ask yourself what you can 

when have given it all and beyond 

and there is nothing more to that man you have wanted to give it to 

just be quiet