המתת השור

every morning 

almost 

last night brought this one 

my mind is an endless electricity plant 

pushing out thoughts to act 

in urgency and less urgency 

sometimes, i would like to put myself in an orbital position 

to have a good look at my life 

at other's and be less egoistic 

one is always too egoistic 

and comprehend if yes i am beautiful 

if yes i have taken the right path 

if yes i am intelligent although everybody tells me 

and if yes or now, i am a nice person 

and sometimes i would need a good long bdsm filled night of love, care, attention and pure sex 

thank you for all who helped me yesterday night