המתת השור

new job 

from the worst to worser 

what a depressed human being like me is choosing such places for ? 

what am I looking for 

i have seen reality 

i should be protected more than protecting 

why ? 

somebody an answer ? 

i know why 

have spoken to some interesting friends 

last week 

specialist on the middle east and africa 

work from Pascal Maitre 

i have understood so many things about me and the world 

i am enlarging my circle of knowledge to mathematics and genetics as wll 

as well with english literature, the ancient greeks, phylosophie and Strauss 

the world is large 

our mind is as large 

and both can grasp one and another in a hellish embrace 

human beings are terrible creatures