המתת השור

i am going along 
moving forward
amongst nakedness of heart and nakedness of being 
that is all 

i would even say, i am moving 
that is all 
and surviving 

I wish to meet a man 
to love him and be loved by him 
to have great sex with him 
to make him happy 
to having make me happy 
to have a child 
to be in a good and supportive envirement 
and have a job that satifies my needs of being usefull and reasonably comfortable 
i wish i would not be alone 
but all of the above are there 
and there indeed 
i have nothing 
today i have nothing