המתת השור

fifty years and so

i looked for it five years and so

i can say that i did not find it finally

but for a few days here and there

i looked for the perfect love and sex sinchronized

I looked for signification

for the lift of spirit

for life

sometimes for death

for the love and pleasure of naught

of not being

i touched it but for a few rare moments

for a few hours

for the body touching the body

and heart to heart

to reach finally the loving soul

lifting until eternal bliss

i looked for it on this earth

i have renounced

i will not touch it

tomorrow will always be another day

and another day for a never ending searching soul

mine to wander around with weeping eyes and hungry soul

I am made of flesh

and I am made of thirst and hunger

I am resting within my thoughts

to escape eternally on the road to the sky

the limits of myself

into the arms of another

that I will never meet

finally

come oh come and lift up for the rest

that I will flee

there is the land of nothing

we will dream the rest

after unecessary states that will only last moments

and the rest in the eternity

of nothing