המתת השור

there and not otherwise ?

why deos this touch, this feeling does not leave me like a haunting dream

the remnant of such a powerful feeling

something hauting really

there is a bedrock of sadness since then

something lost for every ever

every thing goes

but the powder of love

when blowing by the air on someone

clings on

for whatever reason

when shall i be freed of this perfume touched and gone ?

i dont know

i wish i could be delivered

there are a few men in my life who never reappeared again in my life

i suspect tht he will be one of the them

that will leave me with a strength of depth ?

why should I care