המתת השור

In fact, something happened suddenly and I saw this friend of mine

smoking wheed...I ran back at him gave him a kiss and took the cigarette out of his hand....

and now

"He was the only one to as...."

was the sentence coming back to mind

with the violence of a vibrant mantra

"I am doing the same"

then I thought...a real life tragedy...I am marrying with the devil...

a sexless, a thousand way less intelligent

even one could say dumb at times....

he adores me I don't

because a love of my life could not happen and I would leave one with the magic, the sex, the wild and furious sex and passion that I wanted

so was I saying to myself for a week now

by listening to the English Patient for hours on...

there...was I thinking ...i want that ! and not this ...

this is instead of that...in fact...

I am doing a huge compromise for the sake of something uncompromisible

but I have to make

for I cannot stay alone anymore

for I cannot stay unprotected, unloved, uncared anymore

for I cannot

so here I make a mariage de raison...

but "