המתת השור

but one that does not include pleasure and dream.
when everything gets difficult
when there is an obstacle at every instance of your renaissance process
huge amount of responsability are required
mine for the moment is to believe in myself
in my way

and forget about me.
that is what children are often about
absolute responsability
I have met somebody with whom i could put my and his hapiness in patantheses for a while
today, reality came biting us in the ass
and we are alone again
iare dream and pleasures so difficult to reconcile with reality ?
i know this text is not so clear