המתת השור

I have obviously been through so much pain during these last 6 months, a pain which is not inhuman - there are others that are simply insurmontable - mine is just those sufferings in life that are inflicted on you for one is growing ....i was so afraid of withering after this one.
but i won ....i came out victorious out of this fight. I am strong, giving, loved and desired. This lost love has been replaced, and deeply by another.
I have thought intensively about the whys and hows. I have not compromised in any step. i could not do otherwise
Today, I simply hate him and. the time to forgive has passed. Not that I whish him bad. I simply hate him for what he inflicted on me.

full stop> let me enjoy my hate.