סקיצות מחיים דיספונקציונליים

Underneath your vain flirtatious impatient veneer
there is this sweet and playful shy guy.
A guy that can easily be hurt and guilt tripped
I met this guy today and I liked him a lot
I can only imagine the emotional scarring
that caused you to develop the split within yourself,
and I'm sorry for you and those who love you,
because I seeing that it's so hard for this guy to show himself.
I so like seeing this guy,
that when sometimes he shows himself to me,
I feel alive, relaxed and playful
attractive and safe with him,
but when he leaves I feel as if
someone kicked me in the chest and in the stomach,
and I remain in pain and awe for the remainder of that day