Story of the bee

It creeps up on you
Haunts your dreams
Memories tucked up
In a bed of confusion.
You took my power away
Destroyed my gift
Trod on my trust.
When you looked at me
You saw
A whore,
Restrained.
Lost in the moment
You crossed my line
You didnt see me
Just a vessel to use.
I've shut down
I'm in my shell
Confronting my demons.
I know what you are.
I know who I am.
Disembodied.
I look in the ashes
Of my recollections
And see your tainted touch
In the landscape I inhabit.

Just because im kinky
Doesnt mean you can spank me
Just because im slutty
Doesnt mean ill put out for you
Just because im flirty
Doesnt mean i want you
Just because i fucked him
Doesnt mean ill touch you

If you treat me right
I just might

Because im kinky
Ill go to the deepest oceans

Because im slutty
My heart is open

Because im flirty
Ill make you feel like a king

Because i love fucking
You will feel alive between my thighs.

Touch my soul
Kindle my passions
Respect my being
Love me whole

Defy

I defy convention
Fly against the rules
Why
Cry
For the love of humanity

Dont put me in a box
Dont fence me in
Im a wild flower
Growing

Train me
Be the frame
For me to climb
Tease me in position

When its time
No reason
No rhyme
Ill branch out

Watch me
Blossom
Watch me
Grow
Its at your touch
Your flow

If im in that box
Ill whither
Loose my beauty

My beauty cant be seen
Its given in my care
Sensitive souls
Feel it just there

Do you want my touch
You need my desire
You came for the heat
Stayed for the heart
We built so much

Hey you in the ether
Why do I want to love you
Why do I need to care
Let me hold you in my arms
Catch you between my thighs
Soothe away discomfort
Calmed by my sighs.

Hey you in the mirror
Why don't I let him hear my song
Why can't I let them see me
Let him dry the tears that fall
He wants to hold my smile
Rub those scars
Fold me in this arms

The Girl Who Hid

Where are you hiding
Little girl

What are you hiding
Little girl

Why are you hiding
Little girl

I hid behind
My hopes and dreams
Shone in the dark
Passionate beams

I hid behind
My tears and screams
Delightful play
Hard and extreme

I hid behind
The laughter and joy
Engulfed in you
Shy and coy

I hid behind
Love and lust
Faded away
Turned to dust

I hide behind
The woman I am

I keep on searching
Looking within
There is a void

I keep on searching
For the voice within
Echoes of the past

I keep on searching
For the strength within
To be complete

I keep on searching
For the light within
Will illuminate

I found
Darkness surrounds
Purity obscured

I found
Wholeness imperfection
Beauty beholden

I found
Screaming passion
Unleashed

Before you find me
I found myself

Things happen and life overtakes

Never dull

Full of mistakes

Planted in a fertile mind 

Full of warmth

The type that is kind

Nutured and tended

With care and reflection

Turns to the light

Even if it can't be found

Gentle introspection 

Grows on me

Wraps itself

Binds tight

So breath is precious

Each intake

Fills my soul

Just feels right

Stay

For the night

A new day dawns

An era of regeneration

No stagnation 

I'm at your side