לא מספיק?

You're so pretty when you take control
I can feel a weight lift in my soul
You sense this on my face

This love's a game I play to lose
So I bite off more than I can chew with you
I live for second place

So baby would you say
Wanna play a little game
Set the snare
If you dare
Be the predator, I'll be the prey

Do your worst, Daddy
Break me like a curse, that is
If you can catch me first

Tell me I'm in trouble
Look me in the face
'Cause I'm your little rеbel
Tie me up with lacе
Teach me how to love you
Put me in my place

All my life I've had to lead and be
Stronger for the ones who needed me
I carried all the weight

There's part of me that I can't stand
So I need somebody heavy-handed
To take over the reins
(baby whatcha say, be the predator I'll be the prey)

With ribbons in my braids
And a tongue of razor blades
I'm a mess
Please domesticate this animalistic rage
I'm afraid and relentless in my crave
Don't grab hold
Only show me I'm safe

Tell me I'm in trouble
Call a spade a spade
Your favorite little devil
Is digging her own grave
Can you really blame me?
Wanting to be safe
People think I'm crazy 

Humor me
Even when its ruining me
I know you're no good for me
Humor me

Even when its ruining me
I know you're no good for me
But baby won't you humor me

I like it when you're angry
I like it when you yell
I like it when you hit me
Just in case you couldn't tell 

It lets me know you see me
For who I really am
So who you really are

Can maybe play pretend?
When you rule my shadow
With a heavy hand
I turn into jello

God I want a man
Who wrecks me like I wreck me
Who ain't afraid to chеck me
Take me to thе limit when you give it to me

Humor me
Even when its ruining me
I know you're no good for me
But daddy won't you humor me?

Humor me
Play into the fantasy
Tell me what you'll do to me
In order to get through to me

I can be an angel
I can be a brat
Just when you think you get it
You'll forget it when I crack on ya

Crankin' up the tension
For negative attention
If i don't want wanna listen
I don't want affection

Just show me how you get me
When i don't get myself
Take that girl i hate and make her someone else
And tell her that she's evil
And none of this is real and
Make her pay for being such a bully to me

Humor me
No no no
Yes im still a feminist
Just humor me
Oooh

And i don't need a therapist
Just humor me
Whoa no no no

Its just another masochistic tendency
Oooh
Take me to the limit when you give it to me

hey!

bunny, hey!

you’re too cute to think and need a break

he said to me and pat his knee

my mind is blank, he fucked my brain

take me, break me, make me new

i’m so in love with you

i’m losing points off my IQ

take me, break me, make me new

my words are slippery smooth

fall out your mouth onto your shoes

you think it’s cute

hey!

bunny, hey!

want this man to keep me in a cage!

uh oh! over exposed

uh oh! everyone knows

i mean take me to the mall like normal people want

like normal people want

take me, break me, make me new

my mind’s alphabet soup

so spell it out and grab a spoon

take me break me make me new

your clever girl is goo

no thought head empty need a screw

your girl is screwed
 
uh oh

hand up my skirt 
uh oh 

treat me like dirt 

he wants to hurt me and it turns me on
i think about it when im all alone
he called me breathing in the telephone
and tapping on my bedroom window

he wants to hurt me and it turns me on
i saw a shadow out on my front lawn
and i got nothing but a t shirt on
cus oh my god i think he wants me?

he wants to hurt me and it turns me on
my clothes are falling off as i run
my heart is beating in me like a drum
he’s everywhere and nowhere at once

he wants to hurt me and it turns me on
it feels so right and then it feels so wrong
so come on over babe and get undone
i’m beggin for ya beggin for ya!

hold me like a blade
wanna play a game
it’s all about the chase

when i was young i wasn’t playing house
i was always into cat in mouse
my friends all look at me like i’m insane
but whats a little love without a little pain?

come out and kiss me dead
wrap your hands around my neck
run your nails down my back
it’s life death get pet, i don’t make the rules yeah

whoa, hold me like a blade
whoa, what’s a little pain?
whoa, don’t look so afraid
whoa, wanna play a game?
it’s all about the chase

Oh, you're spiraling again
The moment right before it ends, you're most afraid of
But don't you cancel any plans

'Cause I won't let you get the chance to never make them
Stayed on the line with you the entire night
Until you let it out and let it in

Don't let this darkness fool you
All lights turned off can be turned on
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom
Oh dear, don't be discouraged
I've been exactly where you are
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom
I'll call your mom

Waiting room, no place to stand
Just greatest fears and wringing hands and the loudest silence
If you could see yourself like this

If you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it
Stayed on the line with you the entire night
Until you told me that you had to go

Don't let this darkness fool you
All lights turned off can be turned on
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom
Oh dear, don't be discouraged
I've been exactly where you are
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom

Medicate, meditate, swear your soul to Jesus
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
Don't wanna drive another mile wondering if you're breathing
Won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?

Medicate, meditate, save your soul for Jesus
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
Don't wanna drive another mile without knowing you're breathing
So won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?

Don't let this darkness fool you
All lights turned off can be turned on
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom
Oh dear, don't be discouraged
I've been exactly where you are
I'll drive, I'll drive all night
I'll call your mom
I'll call your mom

בטוחה שאתה

רוצה אותי במיטה שלך

אבל מאמי אני בכלל לא במידה שלך

לא בעדה שלך, לא הילדה שלך

אבל אם תבקש אהיה אשתך

אולי דמיינתי הכל

רק תגיד לי שאתה יכול

לדמיין קצת איתי

אפילו אם זה אף פעם לא יהיה אמיתי

שולטת

נותן לסדרה הזו 6.5-7.

דווקא העונה האחרונה שנכנסו ליותר אקשן ועל טבעי, מאשר לפתור רציחות שהרגיש שברובם האדם הראשון שראינו בחקירות זה הוא... עשו עונה קצרה וסיימו.

לטעמי הרבה סיפורי רקע ופרקים שהייתי מוותר, ותכלס, כנראה בלגדול על "על טבעי" הרס לי את הסדרה ואני שמח על זה. 

סך הכול קאסט מצוין, שבעונות האחרונות הכניסו גם את ענבר לוי שזה תמיד נחמד ונעים לראות ישראליות מככבות (שלום לאלונה טל).

הרגיש מיותר אחרי כל כך הרבה עונות להמשיך לחלוב את ה- "WILL THEY WONT THEY"... 

הרעיון הפסיכולוגי של הדמויות הלא אנושיות, בלי יותר מידי ספוילרים, היה נחמד ואולי קצת לא מציאותי? שזה כל הכיף?

שני שירים שנכנסים ללב. 

Waiting for you to turn around
And when you take me in your arms
Make me forget, it's for the last time

I wish we had more time
I wish we had more time

ובביצוע של השחקנים הראשיים:

… How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad
… I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
… I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
… And if we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's hard to say goodbye to yesterday
… And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
… And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
 
 

מגיע לי מקום בטוח
אהבה טובה, שקיעות, ותלתלים ברוח
מגיעה לי אהבה שתסתכל
על כל הפגמים שלי עם חיוך מרוח
ששום ויכוח לא יותר חשוב מווייב
אם יש לכם כזאת תגידו לה הלו היי
שאם מישהו מתעסק הופכת סמוראית
שתאהב לתת לי גב יעני רייד אור דיי
להסכים איתי זה לא חשוב
רק לרצות למצוא ת'שביל גם אם זה לא פשוט
שתדע איך להקשיב לי מהלב
לפני שנישאר לבד עם סוף עצוב

ומי תמלא
לי את הלב
שוב פעם
שוב פעם
שוב
גאד דאם
השם ירחם
ומי תמלא
לי את הלב
שוב פעם
שוב פעם
שוב
גאד דאם
השם ירחם

מגיע לי מקום, בטוח
שהכל על השולחן תמיד הכל פתוח
מקום לטעות, להצטער, לצחוק, לבכות, לנוח
מספיקה לי מלחמה בחוץ אזור קשוח
שתריב איתי בכיף כשאני מעצבן
אבל תרצה לדעת למה זה בבין לבין
שיט מהילדות לא דופק ת’זוגיות
שלהחלים ביחד זה כל מה שמחרמן
מקום בטוח זו כל התורה
כשהבנתי אז לקחתי את הכוח חזרה
ואני שוב כאן
היכונו להמראה
אמ-הממ הגיעה כבר השעה
זמן טוב להחזיר את ההרתעה
גאד דאם, השם ירחם
גאד דאם, השם ירחם
אה,אוקיי

ומי תמלא
לי את הלב
שוב פעם
שוב פעם
שוב
גאד דאם
השם ירחם

Most nights, I fear
That I'm not enough
I've had my share of Monday mornings when I can't get up
But, when hope is lost
And I come undone

I swear to God, I'll survive
If it kills me to
I'm gonna get up and try
If it's the last thing I do
I've still got something to give
Though it hurts sometimes
I'm gonna get up and live
Until the day that I die
I swear to God, I'll survive

How far will you go
To get back to the place you belong?

עכשיו רק צריך למצוא סִמְלוֹן לכל אחד: מוזיקה, סיפורים, תמונות והגיגים. 

אני חושב שזה יעזור לי כאשר אני מסתכל בארכיון של הפוסטים שלי, אדע להבדיל טוב יותר. 

I, I let you drive around my mind
I can't count the times you made me feel like I'm nothin'
Played me like a fool, like a fool

...

You ain't nothin' but a liar
Yeah, I walk right out the fire
Yeah, you try to keep me down
Try to put me underground
But I'm only going higher

...

You try to be my friend
But you're blowing smoke
Oh, and now, I ain't scared of
Tellin' you where you can go
'Cause I know
You're nothing but a liar

...

You burned me one too many times

...

Keep leading me on

...

מידי פעם. 

אני מוצא רוק-מטאל ששווה את זה. 

Truth of the matter is I'm complicated
You're as straight as they come
You go 'bout your day, baby
While I hide from the sun

It's better if you don't understand
'Cause you won't know what it's like until you try

You know I, I'll be waiting on the other side
And you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole lifetime, but you just gotta decide
You know I, I'll be waiting on the other
Waiting on the other side

We would live forever
Who could ask for more?
You could die if you wanted
But baby, what for?

It's better if you don't understand
And you won't know what it's like until you try

You know I, I'll be waiting on the other side
And you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole lifetime, but you just got to decide
You know I, I'll be waiting on the other
Waiting on the other side

If they say life's a dream, call this insomnia
'Cause this ain't Wonderland, it damn sure ain't Narnia
And once you cross the line, you can't change your mind
Yeah, I'm a monster, but I'm no Frankenstein
And quite frankly, I've been feelin' insane in between my eyes
I really can't explain what I feel inside
If you knew what I was, you would run and hide
Many have tried to go into the night
And cross over the line, and come back alive
But that's the price we paying when we living on the other side

You know I, I'll be waiting on the other side
And you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole lifetime, but you just gotta decide
You know I, I'll be waiting on the other
Waiting on the other side

It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand