Princess

כל עולמי שלי❤️

תחזרי לחבק אותי ולקפה.

לשאול אותך אם עשיתי נכון עד עכשיו ולדעת מה לעשות הלאה, תגידי לי אם את גאה בי ושאני מספיק טובה ושאני בסדר ולהמשיך ככה🙏🏽

and here I find myself in a very dark space in my mind

being so independent, yet always craving to loose control.

I think I might found it, 

my first real home.

i have so much to think about and worry about and fix it’s getting really hard.

but hey, the carousel never stops spinning🤷🏽‍♀️

I’m so tired.

i can’t sleep well the past 2 weeks and i know why.

im so tired my eyes are burning.

im tired.

im tired from work, im tired from the travels for home to work and back.

im tired from running, always going from that to that.

im just fucking tired.

im also kinda tired from pretending like I don’t need help.

i do.

i don’t but i do.

i can do it all by myself but i will always want someone to control it for me.

i need that elephant off my shoulders.

the orange peel theory.

🍊🧡🥱😮‍💨