Losing that one person you never even dated is a different kind of heartache.
You invest so much of your emotions, so much of your daydreams and hopes into someone who never saw you in the same light.
You find yourself analyzing every interaction, every word, trying to find a hint of something more.
It's like a roller coaster of emotions, feeling so connected to someone in one day and utterly invisible the next.
You keep asking yourself were it went wrong even though it never really started.
You were too much for just friends, but not enough to be anything more.
And it leaves you there, wondering, trying to make sense of the feelings that were never reciprocated and questioning if they ever noticed your affection, if they ever noticed your love at all.