I never gave her safety, I never gave her stability. because safety and stability meant she could relax and pause.
A woman who feels safe might realize she doesn't need me.
So I kept her off balance, I've created chaos inside the entire relationship, created fights over nothing.
One day sweet the next day cruel, going back and forth so she stayed second guessing herself, stayed working stayed focused trying to work hard on fix herself, trying to figure out what version of me she'd get, never understanding never knowing.
And I controlled her by keeping her anxious because the last thing I needed and the last thing I wanted for her to feel steady enough to actually walk away from me.
The worst part inside this is I knew exactly what im doing, because I chose it, because a stable woman can't be manipulated.
But an anxious one stays locked in to a relationship much longer than what they want to be.
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U think he'll admit it?