Demons

Im not scared, I've been through almost everything. 

Its hard to threaten me, its difficult to scare me. 

Intimacy frightens me, but thats it. 

Untill Wednesday, 

Listening to music and i heard a loud noise outside, 

Not dangerous but it scared me. 

I sat on my bed shivering, helpless, terrified for the first time in ages, not knowing of what. 

And I had no one to call and save me. 

I realized how much i don't trust anyone, not even my family. 

And now thats terrifying.