Silky

While it didn't offer an extreme bdsm breakthrough, it did deliver
a clear reminder of my submissiveness. The position was new to me as
well. It was early evening in my living room. Ron ordered me to strip
naked. He attached my collar and then helped me down,
making me lie flat on my back on the rug, near the table.
He folded my arms to my sides, such that each wrist was touching its shoulder,
my palms facing outward. Using leather straps, he secured my stressed arms in this position,
each leather strap was tightly secured around one wrist and upper arm, holding them bounded together.
Next, he went on to my legs. They were secured folded in a similar fashion,
with a longer leather belt encircling each leg around the ankle and upper thigh.
In the mirror he held for me my position reminded me of a naked frog.
Ron then attached the collar with a short chain to the table's leg,
making sure i was not going anywhere.
He ordered me to keep my legs wide open for the whole duration or else...
i didn't dare disobeying him, being bound like this.
He then sat in the love seat, asked me about my day, my weekend plans,
as if this was an ordinary plain chat. As i was becoming highly
aroused and preoccupied, i made quite a poor conversation partner.
Ron didn't touch me all that time. Looking at him you could never
tell there is a bound, naked and exposed steaming girl lying at his feet.
This innocent chat was like a powerful foreplay for me and provided more stimulation than i could handle.
When i couldn't take it any longer i interrupted him, begging him to make love to me.
Ron looked both amused and pleased. He had me right then and there, no additional
teasing for me. He then left me to cool off for a while before finally releasing me.
It was a satisfying experience, especially after Ron's comment about me being a hopeless, irrecoverable subbie.
(coming from him, its more than a compliment for me)

And now about last night. After all the quiet talk, Ron instructed me
to get down on my knees in front of him. My disrespect was uncalled for,
there will be punishment. My heart started to race as he just sat there looking straight into my eyes.
i couldn't look back at him and just looked down at the floor.
When he ordered me to take of my underwear, it was such a relief...
The rest of my clothes stayed on. Ron quickly handcuffed my hands behind my
back and then with a rope he pulled my hands up.
He tied the rope to a library post making me bend forward.
To make it more stressful, he attached my elbows with a leather strap.
He then attached leather straps to my ankles and using a spreader bar
(actually a broom stick a meter long with a ring attached at each end, made by Ron)
he forced my legs open. He then place a mirror on the floor between
my legs so i can see my exposed pussy and butt. my shoulders and arms
ached and discomfort was an understatement. Ron left me like this for a while.
Then he set behind me and grabbed my whole pussy in his palm, slowly
massaging it, paying special attention to my burning clit.
he entered my ass hole with his finger as well.
Soon i was ready to come and as those rhythmic contraction started he would stop, leaving me to cool.
Ron repeated this procedure several times and as
much as i tried to be brave i couldn't take it longer.
i begged for relief, i cried, i promised to be respectful, i even offered to piss on myself...
But instead he gagged and blindfolded me leaving me in the darkness.
Oh dear, if you ever want to feel really helpless...
i even tried to struggle and remove the gag and blindfolds.
It didn't work and i finally just stood like this weeping like a little girl.
i guess Ron felt for me because pretty soon he removed the gag and entered me.
i came almost instantly, and needless to say very deeply.
After he released me i just collapsed into his arms, wishing just to
stay there forever... As an aftermath, being disrespectful has it's
advantages...

More on Session 7:

The mirror had an enhancing effect on my arousal. i could see Ron's
hand playing with my most intimate parts and my body responding.
i tried hard not to play in Ron's hands without a fight
since i knew what he was up to. i couldn't help looking at the mirror
as it drew my eyes like a magnet. My resistance didn't last as long as i hoped.
i'm not such a strong person and being in such a difficult position,
teased by someone like Ron didn't leave me a sliver of a chance to start with.
So i'll not be hard on myself. After all i'm just a submissive girl with little experience.

Wednesday night Ron brings over sushi take away for some "quite
quality time". i have an early notice about that session i
told you about and wonder if this is it. We didn't have a
wild session since that uniforms filthy one.
Ron indicated that the next one is of a different nature.
He didn't waste time and told me to undress. He produced
a pair of handcuffs and two silver chains. He told me to
cuff myself behind my back and not too tight. The first
chain went around me as a belt and then he attached the
handcuffs to it. The second chain went from around my
ankle to the belt chain and now i'm unable to stretch my leg
all the way, but just enough to limp.
Ron told me to walk around and i limped the best i could.
Than he told me this is how i stay all night. Ron will take
care of all my needs. First thing he decided to give me
a bath. He helped me in and washed me very thoroughly,
including my hair. He didn't forget any of my intimate parts,
as a matter of fact they received extra attention. i felt
really funny, like a small kid in a way. i was getting turned on
as well. He then helped me out and dried me, again not leaving
a wet spot. Then, using my hair dryer he gave me a fan. This
was all really nice and gentle.
He applies body lotion all over my body very gently and thoroughly.
Next he put my bath robe
around me and we go (limp) to hit the sushi. Ron fed me with
the chopsticks, wiping any mess i cause. We talked about
my plans and future but this is for another time. We had a
bottle of nice sake. At times my position felt almost natural
but you never forget your bondage.
At least i didn't have to clear any dishes. He gave me a few
easy missions and enjoyed watching me limp around and cope.
Ron then took me to the bathroom before we went to bed and
that felt really like being a baby all over again.
By that time i was really ready for Ron. We went to bed
and he took his time and kept me wet and aching for a long while.
He just held me and we kissed like two young lovers.
i went along and kept hoping for relief. i also felt very
secure and protected like this, like i was meant to be totally
his, to do with me whatever he pleases. When we finally made
love it was quite a strong orgasm but not wild. i spent the
night cuffed in his arms until he had to leave before dawn.
i was released and the dream is gone.
Just a session of soft bondage and a lot of tenderness,
a sharp contrast to the previous wild and humiliating sessions.

Thursday evening our uniform opportunity occurred.
i've found Ron's old uniforms which he brought over here.
They were quite worn and had this olive green hue.
i waited for him to go into the shower and then went on to business.
i rolled the pants up just above my ankles.
The pants reached way above my belly button and i put on a leather
belt quite tight to hold them there.
i added a collar around my neck and left the top button open.
When i heard the water stop i assumed a doggy position with my
butt raised and pointing to the shower door. When Ron came out he
was kind of surprised to see me like that. He asked me what was going
in my mind during the last few days and i just told him i really deserve some corrective measures for misbehaving.
Ron commented that this is a side of me he never knew about,
now to be fully explored. Then, with a nasty grin he took charge.
Using two leather straps he strapped my hands to my thighs just above
my knees (each side separately). Then he attached a chain from my belt
to my right ankle, so i can't stand up. Next he ordered me to crawl.
This is an awkward position i never tried before. i had to crawl very
slowly and gently. At the beginning i lost my balance a few times and to avoid hitting my face i rolled on my side.
Then i had to get back to the crawling position all by myself.
As i'm crawling Ron came behind me and with some effort pulled the pants from under the belt down, exposing my butt.
He then went and sat on the sofa and ordered me to crawl to him and then suck him. As an obedient pet i did as he said.
He holds me by the collar and presses my face against him all that time.
Just at the right timing he pulls out and comes on my chin and neck, his warm come runs slowly down on my breasts.
Then he attached a chain to my collar and pulls me along to the kitchen table.
i have to crawl just a little too fast and stumbled few times.
He ties the chain to the table's leg like tying an animal,
pushing something that felt like a greased candle into my butt and taping it so i can't push it out.
Next he runs a rope in between my legs from back to front and orders
me to hold the free end in my teeth.
He gives me the deal: first i pee on myself like i did so skillfully before,
and it better be more than just few drops. then i call him and ask permission to play and satisfy myself using the rope.
He warned me not to drop the rope or i'll have to find another way to complete the task.
Then he just leaves me like this. My dear friend, i didn't think about this one and didn't have to pee for a long while.
It took me almost two hours and several rounds to produce enough wetness.
This is as much as i can imagine humiliation goes.
Then when i was finally quite soaked with my pee,
i called him but he was taking a nap and it took him a long time to show up. i felt like the filthiest,
dirtiest girl in town. Then he checked my wetness and declared it insufficient.
Do i want a drink of water? i almost started to cry and it took me a great deal of begging
(still holding that rope between my teeth) to get a break on the wetness issue.
So now Ron allows me to start playing with the rope.
Using only my head i started pulling and rubbing the rope against my pussy.
It took some adjustments but once i spotted my clit with the rope it required just a short while to come,
and quite loudly. Ron enjoyed my dog like sex exercise immensely. He then wanted a second unplanned fuck,
this time from behind.(vaginal, not anal as my ass was still plugged and taped)
He held down my collar's chain forcing my cheek to the wet floor while making me more exposed and accessible to him.
After he was done which took longer this time,
the tape and whatever i had in my butt were removed and i was finally released. he just said with a smirk,
it may be a good idea that i get cleaned sometimes soon. (as if i'd otherwise was going to stay this way)
i flew to the shower like a filthy rocket and washed myself inside out
until the hot water ran out. when i came out i just wanted him to hold me close to make sure he can still touch me.
Ron was really amused by this. He concluded that i will display no serious misbehaving any time soon.
(you and i disagree)
So this was my 1st creative session.
i feel proud i had an active part in designing it, even though that when Ron took over
it looked like nothing i anticipated. (typical to most of our sessions.
It's never what you expect it to be, always a twist or two)

It all happened Friday night. We had another talk and Ron promised
me that he will make sure nothing goes wrong. The men are all old
friends and reliable. No one will misbehave. i had about two hours
to get ready. Ron told me to wait for him in the living room wearing
my mini skirt with no panties, a tight T shirt no bra and high heels.
My hair is to be falling loose and my lips and fingernails bright red.
Ron even told me to wear Escape. Under normal circumstances this would
be considered as dressed to kill.
i was quite nervous and kept rehearsing in my mind different scenarios.
Then he came in carrying the bondage gear.
He examined me for a long moment and seemed pleased.
Then he went on to business. He started with a leather belt and collar.
He then cuffed me behind my back and attached the cuffs to the belt with a fine chain.
He pulled my T shirt up just above my breasts and the skirt too, exposing me completely.
He pushed me down on the rug, tied my ankles crossed and folded my legs pulling them up to my collar.
i'm all arched backward, fully exposed and can't really close my legs. Finally he blindfolds and gags me.
i'm laying like this waiting for whatever comes next.
After a while i can hear some footsteps around me and some conversation.
There must be three men all seated on the sofa and love seat around me.
It became quiet and Ron orders me to play with myself.
i can finger myself so i start touching down there but feel very little.
i'm too tense and can't feel sexy. it's as if i all froze.
After some unsuccessful attempts someone detach my cuffed hands from
the belt and pulls them up to the collar. so i can't touch myself any more.
i feel kind of instant relief without this burden. It's out of my hands now.
He then starts to finger me gently in long and slow motions.
At the same time he plays with my nipples and it starts to feel really good.
i can feel all the tension dissipates and the crowd doesn't bother me so much.
i'm not sure how fast but not before too long i'm all excited and turned on,
feeling this rhythm inside me and moaning pretty loud - crowd or no crowd.
Just before i come, it all stops and he leaves me like this to cool down.
i get really frustrated and begged as much as i could with the gag.
Ron then asks me if i would like to continue myself and i eagerly nod.
So my hands are brought back down to the belt and i'm tied like i was
originally.
i immediately pick up where he stopped and it feels much better now.
As i get more excited i feel also very desired but beyond reach for
that crowd. It's almost a feeling of power. i come intensely and loudly this time.
They all clap their hands and cheer me and i'm suddenly very very
embarrassed and realize i am trying to hide my exposed sex.
Ron clears quickly the room and pretty soon we're all alone.
This time he decides he wants to keep me tied like this and he makes
love to me where i am all tied, no foreplay needed this time.
i could tell he was highly turned on. Later when i'm free again he
told me his friends were knocked by the show and that he found it
hard to control himself until they were gone (i can confirm this).
He said my freezing happens and that was one of the reasons for the
limitations he imposed. He promised me again that i don't know those
friends and introductions will be made only if and when i'm ready.
i can tell for sure i'm not ready for this. i feel now like after
a major test and i can tell by Ron's behavior that he appreciates
me more now. Just by the way he looks at me and talks to me. Pleasing
Ron and earning his approval is very important to me.
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So here it is.
One of the wildest sessions ever.
A memory for life.

Last night Ron interrupts me reading my book and orders me to undress
and get into high heels. He puts on me a leather belt, turns me
around, cuffs me behind my back and attach the cuffs to the belt.
Then he run one of those silver chains from the belt front down in
between my legs and up to the belt rear again. Next he cuffs my
ankles and i notice a rope connecting the legs cuffs.
He covers me with his gray rain coat (no rain, as you know) and takes
me by my arm to his car outside. i thought he was out of his mind.
i begged him please to return me inside before i'm seen like this but
he just tells me to have a seat at the back and to stay silent.
i felt as a real prisoner sitting all cuffed like that in the back
seat of a car. He parked the car in a quiet street and helped me out.
then he puts his arm around my shoulders and start walking me slowly
into a busy street...
My goodness, i was so ashamed and embarrassed i felt the whole world
is staring at me. i just buried my face in his arm and whished i
disappeared... i felt so exposed and naked but somehow knew he's
still watching over me. By now i was getting all wet down there too.
This whole walk took maybe ten very long minutes before he returns
me to the car and drives me back. It seemed like forever to me. When
i was safely back at home i felt so relieved i just melted in his
arms. i felt also very sexy and highly turned on - i asked him not to
release me and leave me chained like this for the night. i was all
stirred up and excited for the better part of the night and had come
several times.. it was a very intense and unique experience for me.

Only later i've learned that for someone in the street i looked
pretty innocent. Just the knowledge of my state drove me silly.
Even that rope between my ankles was replacing a chain which would
have otherwise rattled in the street and give my dark secret away.
Ron really performed this time. He just knows how to play me.

i enter the living room and i notice on the coffee table are placed
in a row three straps, two silver chains, a bottle of water and a
thick leather collar.
Ron just orders me to undress and to drink all the water. It took some
effort to finish but i did. He then ordered me to stand facing the
table and using two of the straps tied my ankles to the table's legs.
He attach the collar around my neck after showing me the two rings
on it. With the third strap he ties my hands behind my back. Than he
uses a chain to pull my hands up to my collar very tight. He takes
the second chain and attach it to the collar ring at the front.
Then he pulls me by the chain and make me bend over the table with my face on it.
He attach that chain and i am bound like this feeling very exposed and helpless.
He played with me for quite a while and inserted some objects into me as well.
He had me suck him, and at the end came on my face.
The finale had to do with that bottle of water.
i was not allowed to come and then be released before i peed on myself.
This wasn't easy and sure felt humiliating but there was not much i could have done about it...
i peed on myself, feeling the warmth running down my legs, hearing it
flowing down to a puddle on the floor. Ron left me in it for a while
and then entered me from behind. I came intensely almost instantly.
I felt really low, used and humiliated. But it lasted only till Ron
took me in his arms and held me. I then felt as the happiest, most desired girl in the world...

Session 1 - Basic Discipline

It started by me being a little "too smart" and a little provocative.
i guess i was kind of testing my limits.
i've been very good in the last few days and Ron was quite satisfied with me.
i submit to him and always obey him. Being his slave feels both fulfilling and erotic.
It is just that maybe i wanted to experience being firmly disciplined
and corrected. My Master, Ron, promised to put me in my place and i was curious,
almost excited, what he may have in mind for me.
Soon i've found out: He told me to approach him and when i did he
grabbed me by my arms and turned me sharply around. He then cuffed my
hands behind my back and pushed me down to my knees. He cuffed my
ankles and chained them to my hands.
Next he attached a collar around my neck and pulled up my T-shirt
exposing my breasts. He made me follow him around the house on my
knees by pulling me by the collar's ring. Finally he attached my
collar to a ring in the wall, with my face almost touching it,
blindfolded me, and left me like this all by myself.
All that time he seemed very serious and showed no tenderness.
i don't mind feeling helpless - as a matter of fact i get a kick out
of it, but this time i also felt very humiliated and exposed.
i was like his pet chained to the wall, unable to do anything about it.
I really tried to be brave and not show weakness.
i kept my head high and decided to take my punishment with dignity.
But after a while like this i couldn't stand it any more.
i called Ron and said i was sorry. i begged for forgiveness and promised to be respectful.
Ron didn't answer me for what seemed to be a long time.
my sensation of helplessness and humiliation was overwhelming.
i began to weep, begging for Ron to come and talk to me.
i didn't hear him, but suddenly i felt his hand touching my lips.
It was such a relief! i kissed his fingers feeling i just want to be taken back and be completely his.
i was getting wet down there as well.
He then carried me to bed and made tender love to me still tied up
that way. The relief i felt (both ways) was very intense and it was
so rewarding to be so loved and accepted as his own slave again.
This was an very intense experience and i needed some time to digest
and internalize it. Now, with all the dust settled i'm happy i had
the experience. i also would like to further explore feeling humiliation.
It has this different, erotic touch i never knew before.
Ron promised to comply. i can't wait for it....