I'll let you all in on a little secret. I don't play games in life and most certainly do not play games in BDSM.
Now don't get me wrong nobody loves a good show with all the props and toys and chains and whips more than me, but I didn't get to this place to preform in some perverted show.
I do not hand out my Dominance out easily. I do not take on slaves on a whim. I do not grant the gift of my pain and torture to you with no thought or emotion.
In my heart and soul there is a need to be nurtured and fed, and I can not deny this need.
I can easily deny people who want to milk from me my knowledge and experiance. Who want to satisfy a hunger for a few moments and not allow the experiance that I gave them penetrate their minds and souls.
I am not here because I can't get a boyfriend on Jdate. I can get almost anyone that I set my mind on.
I am not here for you to be my doormat, or personal sevant.
I am not here for you to be my suger daddy.
I am not here for kinky sex as well.
I am here to find the person who ever it may be that will let me touch them in ways that they never dreamed that they could be touched.
I am here for your respect for me as a human first and foremost, and only after you really understand who and what I am will true worship occur.
I will always be on top of you but for that to happen you first must hold my hand and walk down the road that I have paved for us.