לפני 14 שנים. 18 בינואר 2010 בשעה 19:20
In a week or so it's my birthday.
Last year was.... *significant*.
This year, even more so. Life refuses to stand still, and so I march along with it, occasionally keeping pace, sometimes being dragged along -- often by the hair, mostly in the fun way -- sometimes falling behind, but like i said, keeping the pace.
I floated through so much of my life -- eight whole fucking years -- or, more to the point, eight years of a studied absence of fucking. I spent the time working, being a Mommy, avoiding the elephant of doom who was standing in the middle of the room, shifting uncomfortably from massive foot to massive foot and letting fly the occasional well-placed crap.
Le deep et heavy sigh.
My mortality is looming large. After years of clicking my fingers and pooh-poohing people telling me I'd have rheumatism or arthritis, I now believe I may have it. In my index finger. Mildly -- I can, fortunately, for the sake of my continued sanity, still write and type easily.
I have aches and pains all over -- I recently rediscovered my rikudei am fetish, and it is taking over. Not to the extent of surpassing my other, less vanilla, and way more kinky fetishes, including my apology fetish. (Oh, how Don Gato likes to torment me about that. That evil, mean and rotten cat.)
On the other hand, of course, I have never felt better in my life. I could so give a shit about my aches and pains... and even my fast-approaching older-than-Methusaleh-type age. I owe that to the very special people in my life, especially my good friends, and my wonderful Dom. Evil, mean and rotten though he may be. Miau.
Life is good. Painful fingers notwithstanding. And even though I'm gettin' old.
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