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I'm holding myself on the edge of another collapse of my world.
It isn't something that requires much external assistance or an occurrence- these breakdowns are mostly in and of myself, and seem always ready to happen.
I think I've been baiting a trigger for a short while now that, during the past couple of months, I've found more balance within myself.
And I'm maintaining my balance...
I haven't begun spouting nonsense yet, losing myself to uncertainties and loosing myself upon any who will listen.
These aren't those thoughts I mentioned earlier. These are different thoughts I need to extrovert, and I think I've done so fine enough.

Thank you, faithful readers, whether you've read all I've had to say or this alone.