Deep ocean blues

Who are you?

why do you watch me, and smile?

Are you truly my hearts deepest desire?

Are you not afraid?

Do you know that I will shatter you, like I always do?

Do you want to be pieced again, molded to my needs, forged by my desire, broken yet strong, cutting anyone but me?

Who are you? why you tempt me? why are you not afraid from the moster that I am?

Show me. 

Show me not my face. 

Show me. 

What is my heart's desire?

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Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi

*The mirror of erized. the mirror of erised is a magical mirror that shows you your hearts deepest desire. 

I might fall down, but I don't care

I want to be lighter than the air

I want to fly up to the sky

but my wings are melting when I fly high

I fall down weighted by sorrow regret and pain

my face is mellting from the acidic rain

I plummet head down to the grownd

my body lay there till I am found

its full of pain of hope, the sound

I cry out as I wake again with dawn

Another day another death

it makes me stronger, wiser- pain has depth

I am phoenix I'll burn again

With hope and passion I struggle up

I might fall down, but I don't care

I want to be lighter than the air

I want to fly up to the sky

It was many and many a year ago,

In a kingdom by the sea,

That a maiden there lived whom you may know

By the name of Annabel Lee;

And this maiden she lived with no other thought

Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,

In this kingdom by the sea:

But we loved with a love that was more than love--

I and my Annabel Lee;

With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea,

A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee;

So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me,

To shut her up in a sepulchre In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me--

Yes!--that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea)

That the wind came out of the cloud by night,

Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we--

Of many far wiser than we--

And neither the angels in heaven above,

Nor the demons down under the sea,

Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:

For the moon never beams,

without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;

And so, all the night-tide,

I lie down by the side Of my darling--

my darling--my life and my bride, In her sepulchre there by the sea,

In her tomb by the sounding sea.