Just me....

what a nice evening.... begin by a good dinner with friends: good food, good alcohol , and a lot of laughts

And then She took me to the party, Majestic as usual, Beautiful Queen

She tied my hands to Her leash, leading me into the club

I am going in her way, a bit nervous, share by an uncomfortable feeling of all those eyes on us, on me but also so exited by. Also nervous because I know what waiting for me: needle scession.

I know and don't know, I never done this before....

The evening is going as usual, with fun . Enjoying of the people, the music

soudainly, I hear there ask D. "pls. put some light on the cross, it's the time"

All part of my body are tense, I am totally afraid by the idea of the needle and in the same time I want it too much, particulary after the scession I'v saw a couple of week ago.

She wants to tape my mouth, I need a drink before, She permitted me .

I am standing on the cross, She begin to whip me. More and more people are comig around. God, will I be abble to stand up until the end?

I don't want to think about this, I just want to feel the moment, to enjoy of it.

She turn me face to the cross, and tie my hand to it.

And I can feel the whip on my back, on my ass, on my legs...soft, I know She's preparing me... Her hand suddently, more painfull than all whip, and then so soft and pleasant.

I am in my way in another world already... hearing less and less what's happening around

We are just She and me

She took my head to the wall: "now you r not moving anymore. "
A warm wave in all my body, a node in my stomach... I am breathing deeply, not mooving

I am feeling all my fears going and the exitation growing during She's cleaning my back. And then,

First needle, not that painfull...even nice sensation

second

third

fourth

I do not really remember when I'v stop to count, I was just not there anymore....

I was with myself, my feelings, my delivery

The scession continu, She's tooking out the needles...I am going totally, do not understand how my legs still carry me


and again the whip, the whips...it's the only thing I can hear with Her voice when She's asking me if I am ok: the sound of the whips into the air, on my skin

She's coming and liberate me, I am falling in Her hands, She's kissing me

How I love Her kisses, Her lips...

I am on the floor, my head on Her legs, still totaly cut of all around. My lovely D. is bringing me some water, She's giving me a cigaret...

and my body and my mind are completly disconected from the environement.... I am just flying, enjoying of each instant, each sensation

Thaks My Dear S. for all what you r giving to me,

Even now, that I back to the real world, I am still there ....

Love you so much