what a strange feeling....
long time i did not feel this..... even if I have meet a lot of people, here or in another place
but all was without taste
I don't know what will be now, but I can know what I am feeling
an exitation that I haven't known a long time , the feeling that He will be abble to fill what a lot have fall to
but is it real?
for sure He is real, we met , we are speaking...a lot
and to my surprise, i am giving Him what I have refuse to all...
Why?
no explanation...just a question of feeling
For once, i don't want to be logical,I don't want to give to my mind to understand and decide
I want Him
I desire Him
I want to be His
I don't really know why, but it's happened
He has wake up all those deepest desires , all the one that i'v try to forget about...too much deceptions
Why?
I don't know
I just know that I want.... Him, to be His
to explain it? I am not abble to, just a question of resent
and I want to enjoy of all those feelings
לפני 12 שנים. 19 בפברואר 2012 בשעה 3:39